SEEING IS NOT BELIEVING

2010-09-11T13:07:00.002+08:00

DO NOT BUY MIXED VEGETABLE RICE FROM MARINE PARADE.

why?
cause they have worms in their vegetables!

good news: the worms are not alive.
bad news: the worms are flattened(i don't know why) and stained green by the veg.

what's worse is that i finished half the veg then i noticed the worms. wth.
and all my dad said was, ' this means that the veg is very fresh! '
*faints*
so means i've been eating veg that aren't fresh for like 18 years?
and it means that more worms=fresher veg?

nice. so next time go out don't eat veg at all cause they're all not fresh.
if the vendor add worms as seasoning then we can eat them.

FML.

2010-08-19T10:17:00.002+08:00

i wanna move out of this freaking family!
why does everyone have to wear red underwears!
they wana wear is their prob!
why must also kena red dye on my new cream coloured clothes!
WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF

BURN ALL RED UNDERWEARS

2010-08-09T10:08:00.002+08:00

yesterday i was on bus 36, on my way to work.
i was standing as there were no seats.
at the parkway stop, a bunch of maids boarded the bus and i knew they were headed to lucky plaza.
the thing is, they all squeezed at the place i was standing!
one maid stepped on my feet THREE TIMES.
the other maid in front of me kept shaking her head, with her hair brushing against my face.
then you all must be wondering i so tall how come the maid's hair can touch my face?
cause the maid was resting half her weight on me!
and her hair damn messy.
so i was in a terrible mood all the way to raffles city cause lucky plaza is after raffles city so i couldn't study in peace on the bus for the whole journey.

since i got no mood to study recently then i think my ambition is to be a maid!
cause i can step on ppl and rest on ppl on buses.
FML.

2010-07-16T19:47:00.001+08:00

i fell on a wet floor at home.
now my ankle and elbow hurt like hell.
and my mum is yelling at me for falling down.
FML.

2010-07-04T14:52:00.002+08:00

as a person grows older, they start to wonder why they exist, what are they living for etc.
i know i don't live for anything now.
if i weren't such a coward, i would've committed suicide or something by now.
i don't blame the person up there for giving good and easy lives to other people and some lives just filled many obstacles.
maybe it's just my luck but i don't blame that on the person up there.
i've seen people with really good lives; good and rich family, good looks and good friends.
but with all these blessings comes with selfishness and insensitivity.
insensitivity: as a good friend, you can't just go up to the guy she just broke up with and happily take pictures with him right in front of her. now she hates you and i'll bet you don't know why.
selfishness: just because you have good looks and awesome parents does not mean that the world revolves around you and people such as your ex have to listen to your nonsense about your love towards her when you don't even give a shit about her.
i really tried to accept the both of you but i'm just disappointed with you and mostly the people in the world.
since i can't accept you two, i might as well give up and quit the whole clique.
this way, no one will be unhappy during the clique's outing due to people like me.

2010-06-27T22:37:00.003+08:00

girls:
if a guy tells you that he still likes/loves you but he doesn't msg or call you, then you know that whatever he said are BULLSHIT.
if he says that he is busy or that he actually wants to study, then you'll know that it's totally over and it's not worth brooding over guys like him.
love is like a jellyfish; only much worse.
it attracts you, tricks you into touching it, then STING YOU.
love can only leave you severely wounded or even death(if unlucky).
the feeling sucks and it takes a millennia to heal.
but it's ok cause eventually someone new and better will come along and take the pain away.
so girls, don't think that there is no good guys in this world.
there is, you just need lots of luck to find them.
:why give up an entire field for that bunch of weeds?
FML.

2010-06-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

the damn feeling is sinking in. expected.
these few days' gonna be hard again.
i wanna say that i've never regretted my decision about ending the r/s with you.
what i did regret is that i didn't treat you better.
you made me realise that i still had the ability and the courage to love.
thank you for that.
you'll be the first and last guy i'll ever love. as promised.
even though it didn't work out in the end, i didn't regret trying to love. even if it hurt more than i thought it would be.
these few days will be torturous but i'll pull through.
i definitely will.

2010-06-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

my name appearing in the lecture hall!

2010-06-16T11:56:00.002+08:00

life's like this.

first you treat the world as some fairyland where unicorns run on some rainbow coloured grass.

then you saw what people are doing to the world and to themselves.

all the homicides and stuff etc.

finally you get to experience having backstabbing and hypocrisy whereby everything you thought you knew turned into something as sour as bad cheese.

this is what we call life.

2010-06-04T21:54:00.001+08:00

everything's a mess now.
i need to set my life right.

2010-05-27T22:23:00.005+08:00

went to the navy openhouse! ^^

2010-05-22T10:23:00.003+08:00

ice cream! been eating ice cream these few weeks!

who's the wonderful creator of this cute and fat bee? HAHAHA

2010-05-16T17:58:00.000+08:00

what's the point of dragging on if it's already not the same as before.

2010-05-06T23:03:00.002+08:00

it feels great to be in the same school as your own best friend:D

bacteria have colonised both my eyes!

CCN DAY TML.

it's friday.

what happen to the democratic society concept that the government and the TEACHERS were injecting into our heads when we were born?

voting doesn't take place in tp.

nope.

2010-05-02T10:23:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna revive my blog..
credits to serene!! thanx:)
school sucks..
2 projects on the first or second week of school..
felt great to finally spend more time with my friends.. :)

2010-01-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

i've moved my blog to somewhere far far away!!

bye!!

2010-01-10T12:20:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HENRY DADDY!!

first one to be 18!! so old........... hahahahahhaha

long long time for my turn to be old!!

2010-01-04T06:28:00.003+08:00

*yawns*

it's 6.30 now and i'm memorising the stupid CSAS speech.

got off skype with dickson and darrence last night at 2 plus and went to sleep.

just got off the phone with dickson.. lol.. both of us dying soon.. both half awake only.

thanx to OC remedial we have to get to school 2 hours earlier-.-

2009-12-31T13:09:00.002+08:00

got caught talking during CSAS lesson.

yay.. failed OC.. 19/50

still hate CSAS.. haven finish doing the slides

presentation on mon.. crap..

the bright side of this whole crap is that i got my formal blouse for 10 bucks!!

thanx to this budget outlet.. seriously budget:D

2009-12-28T21:11:00.002+08:00

skipped AM and TD lec to go tamp to buy mai yi's present and cake:)

surprised her at mensa during break time.

and she surprised me by telling me i got 5/40 for my AM tern test.

nice one.

i seriously believed her. in the end i got 20/40.

super tyco seriously.

but i confirm will fail OC anyway.

*yawns*

stupid CSAS project. burn my nap time.

2009-12-27T17:38:00.002+08:00

all i can think about now is global warming.

screw CSAS.

2009-12-25T12:28:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!

even though i don't usually celebrate christmas..

which no one around me really does..

no idea why is there a sudden christmas spirit among everyone this year..

everyone's overly excited from yesterday to today and everyone is like discussing how good singapore children can't get their presents cause there are no chimneys in singapore!!

enough crap. i'm gonna go squeeze in with bunch of christmas crazy ppl later:)

2009-12-24T09:00:00.006+08:00

yea. megan fox joined the nun trend. you should too.

if given 2 choices,

where you die die have to choose bastards,

would you choose 1) a smart bastard or

2) a dumb bastard

of course you also can choose neither. since there is seriously no other better choices in your life.

cause that's what i'm gonna do.

be a nun.

go cleanse my soul or something.

2009-12-22T20:41:00.005+08:00

FML.

ever felt like it's the first time you trusted someone a lot but they disappointed you?

the feeling sucks seriously.

and the trust that is lost will never come back i swear.

FML.

i wish i've never existed.

2009-12-20T08:28:00.002+08:00

last day of work!! woo!! made a loss of 2 bucks yesterday.. DAMN

2009-12-15T10:26:00.001+08:00

after 5 hours of sleep,

the first feeling i felt was fear.

i don't wanna lose you.

but is that possible?

2009-12-12T22:32:00.005+08:00

seriously bored today.. nothing to do.

been watching videos on youtube for the whole entire day!!

damn no life. and i said dickson had no life-.- sad sad sads

i can't really go out now cause i'm broke.

I NEED MONEY!!

should i go cut bob?

2009-12-10T20:27:00.005+08:00

test test test................ 5 test in 1 week

all tests last min study.. that's why my face is like that guy up there now..

last paper tml.. and here i am blogging.. i expect 3 of my tests to fail already..

tml's test shall be the fourth.

will be spending lots of money if i'm gonna eat dinner at F&C with the 4 of them.

no money no money!!

i wanna have steamboat at lynn's house!!

2009-12-08T22:24:00.008+08:00

i realised.. thing weren't always what they seem to be..

we can't trust the human eye. in fact, can humans be trusted at all?

life is full of lies. many many lies.

the truth is ugly. seriously. that's all i can say.

trust is easy to lose but difficult to earn.

sometimes i think is better to be the bad guy.

wth is conscience? wth is guilt?

whatever. i'm gonna do whatever i feel like doing even if it means repeating my own mistakes.

fcuk. feel like crying now. i hate being a girl. weakling.

2009-12-07T21:13:00.003+08:00

CSAS2 term test today!!

hahahaha..

didn't study at all cos there was nothing to study on!!

saw bunch of ppl studying like mad all around the school and we're playing bridge!!

and laughing loudly!!

bridge can seriously destress!!

the test wasn't that bad at all..

i still have time to sleep and viji had to wake me up-.-

2009-12-06T20:38:00.009+08:00

monkey!!

studied at dickson's house today..

panicked cause was scared to miss the stop at the inter..

seriously.. OC can finally enter my head!!

woo!!

thanx dickson for reading out the key points to me:)

and also, i finally found a leo that i can actually communicate with!!:DDDD

2009-12-05T18:36:00.003+08:00

took retarded photos while waiting for my mummy to come back..

faster ahhhhhhhhhhh..

i wanna faster go study with serene and henry!!

2009-12-05T12:44:00.005+08:00

seriously.. i can't study OC2 at all.. nothing can get into my head..

instead of studying, i'm thinking what am i gonna do when i failed badly for my OC.

2009-12-04T19:25:00.007+08:00

went to lynn's house to study for 2 days..

slept at 4 plus last night..

now my eyes are damn swollen with dark rings surrounding them..

still don't really have the mood to study:(

the results of having no mood to study.......... :D

i seriously love this pic:)

picture of the day!!

2009-12-04T01:13:00.004+08:00

lalalalalallalaallala

at lynn's house studying OC2 now:)

not very efficient studying seriously..

it's been how many hours and i'm still stuck at the first topic!!

don't think will be able to catch any sleep tonight:(

thanx baby for accompanying me stay up:)

2009-12-01T07:13:00.003+08:00

nihongo de niko niko(jap textbook)

having jap test today and i still haven study!!

so far the chimmest i know is summimasen(sorry/excuse me)

and

gakusei(student).

and the culture part, i only know japan has 4 big islands and approximately 7000 small islands-.-

nice one, i'm gonna flunk my test for the 3rd or 4th time since i failed both of my chem modules.

nuggets..

2009-11-30T07:12:00.002+08:00

i seriously need someone to motivate me!!!!

didn't even bother to touch the book that was right in front of me when i had the time to..

dying out of stress soon.. i'm stress over term test but i can't seem to study..

stupid paradox.

2009-11-27T23:19:00.003+08:00

went out baby today:D

got to understand his thinking more today.

hope he didn't get scolded for geting home late:(

2009-11-27T09:18:00.004+08:00

sick:(

AGAIN..

someone pls tell me how to make my immune system stonger!!

just recovered then fever again-.-

geting laptop soon:DDDDD

2009-11-25T23:35:00.003+08:00

i thought it is easy to read my mind cause some ppl managed to do that.

but somehow the person i most wanted to be able to read my mind couldn't do it.

:(

i don't like to say some of my thoughts out loud.

which is why when you don't know what i'm thinking, i rather not say it out.

2009-11-19T23:18:00.004+08:00

another cold day):

seriously, the same flock of black sheeps are meant to find one another cause they would auto gather at the same place.

what do we call these black sheeps?

yes they're called TRASH.

why?

because their minds are filled with nothing but trash.

i'm so glad i get the previlege to study with civilised people.

2009-11-18T23:05:00.005+08:00

reached school at 9+ for TPRAWKS.
went to the animal facilities to learn about blood tests:D
i didn't realised vet tech was so cool.. they have like preserved disected rats, seahorse and even dog hearts!! woo hoo!!
like real dog hearts!! with heartworms too!!
damn cool!! dog hearts are quite big!!
then went to the next station where the students are suppose to extract essential oil.
seriously some people should learn to be more responsible.
even if our 'job' is for a few hours, one shouldn't be so selfish and abandon one's group to go for lunch and ASSUME that the experiment would not end early.
all i can say is that if you want to promise someone to do something, do it.
if you die die must have lunch and abandon your group for that, PLS don't promise the teacher-in-charge ANYTHING and getting innocent ppl into trouble.

anyway, had lab after TPRAWKS.

the suction filtration process:)

it sucks the water out from the mixture

which the filtrate will be left in powder form.

then after doing something to the powder, which i forgot, it turned into beautiful crystals like these!!

2009-11-16T23:08:00.001+08:00

not been able to have enough sleep recently..

*yawns*

dumb jap.

more dumb CSAS2.

screw presentations.

2009-11-15T23:00:00.002+08:00

always great to have you by my side(:

thanx for wanting to be there for me(L)

2009-11-15T13:17:00.003+08:00

muscle ache!!

lynn was right.. whole entire arm really very pain now..

ppl living in tamp really too 'friendly' le.. happily gave us so many newspapers..

gotta chiong stupid jap presentation and redundant CSAS learning log.. and

maybe hopefully have time and mood to study.

STRESS!!

worse thing is my com broke down in the morning.. how suay is that?

later maybe going baby's house to do my jap presentation stuff..

more stress cause his mummy will be at home.........

2009-11-13T08:31:00.003+08:00

damn angry yesterday.

felt like giving up studying and quitting school.

nothing can get into my head.

don't know a shit what the lecturer was talking about.

gotta find a more relaxing CDS next sem to reduce my stress.......IF i can pass this sem.

i hate u OC, TD and JAP!!

can't all the notes just self disintegrate or something?

WTH

2009-11-10T20:48:00.002+08:00

so happy that i survived tues:D
seriously hate jap.
made wrong decision in choosing CDS.. as usual-.-

worried.afraid.uneasy.
feelings i'm scared of.

2009-11-09T22:05:00.003+08:00

i realised i knew lots of pisces!!
heard from SOMEONE that pisces are very friendly creatures.. erm.. people
and that they can communicate with all horoscopes.
in this case, i wanna know more pisces!! like many many more!!
or maybe more cancers!! since i communicate quite well with cancers too!!
well..most of the time.........(:
but above all, i love ARIES!!

damn random i know-.-

2009-11-08T22:34:00.005+08:00

happy happy day:)

i'm sure no one would be dumb enough to lose someone twice.
i'll treasure you this time i swear♥

no. of random ppl are increasing everyday!! it's a disease.

2009-11-06T23:58:00.001+08:00

LEO IS COMPATIBLE WITH ARIES:D
WOO HOO:D

2009-11-05T19:26:00.005+08:00

me no like rainy days..

so cold in the LTs and got really sticky after leaving the LT.

lynn and me were damn evil today causing we were making fun of ppl's names:)

played bridge again during break.

i'm really getting addicted.

failed to study again............ no point coming back so early-.-

2009-11-02T21:57:00.003+08:00

LOVE IS IN THE AIR!!
smell good huh!!
saw plus heard about quite a few new couples in school and some who LOOK like couples:)))))
guess this year's not that bad afterall.. :DDDDDD

2009-11-02T21:11:00.006+08:00

the word GAMMA is really drilled into my head besides the word SATURATED.
thermodynamics is a killer module man.. can't blame the lec/tut teacher for not being able to talk properly.
still can't seem to have the mood to do homework.. dieeeeeeeee
played bridge with the 3 of them today. all totally unglam besides lynn i think cause we were shouting like no one's business in ITAS. AWESOME having to destroy our image in the one and only stinky air-conditioned canteen in TP.
i gotta say, getting an ace in playing bridge is not always a good thing. esp when the bid ratio went up to 11:2.
cause just when you're confident you'll not be the partner of the person who won the bid, WHAM!! you're it!!

2009-10-30T22:43:00.003+08:00

gave huina a birthday surprise at her house today..
ter, may yi and i all kena wax cause of the lantern candles..
after that went to find huixian at tp..
went far east and bugis with yogi and huixian till leg break..
damn tired now.. tml meeting the flames:DDDD

2009-10-28T22:03:00.004+08:00

ok!! chopchop put her braces today.. i was the first one to see her braces!!

the day before she put her braces.

chopchop with her braces!!

oops!! didn't see that properly? lets take a closer look!!

2009-10-27T21:18:00.004+08:00

met at with ter, huina and jj at 8 in the morning at tamp mac to have breakfast..seriously is for the monopoly thing..
went to school.. blah blah blah
went home with mel tai and SOMEONE.
was waiting for bus69 at tp bus stop.. missed 2 buses cause we couldn't squeeze onto the bus.
decided to walk to the previous stop cause might have more space.
joke no 1:
yanya to mel tai: ' so who you like now? '
mel tai: ' no one. '
yanya: ' sure bo.. your class de lehs? '
mel tai: ' no chio bu and a lot of cheena ppl lehs. '
yanya: ' ORH!! so you don't like chinese tea la? '
*note that the key word here is TEA*
somebody: ' so you don't herbal essences also? '
yanya: ' ehhhh.. herbal essences is shampoo lehs. -.- '
*somebody stops and laughed like mad. note that she was holding back her shit at that point of time too. literally shit.*

joke no 2:
somebody: ' ehh!! bus69!! faster run!! '
*note that somebody starting running first.. which i think she THOUGHT that she ran very fast.. but no. *
*i think mel tai lazy run or something so i was in the lead.. then i heard......*
mel tai to somebody: ' ehh.. you can run not? '
i laughed and slowed down.. nice one.. missed the third bus.. yay

somebody is none other than........my the other half.. sad

2009-10-23T18:32:00.002+08:00

F*CKED UP DAY.
damn suay today seriously.
too many to even mention.
pls make today the worst day of my life so that i won't have to go through it again.

2009-10-22T22:34:00.002+08:00

at some point of time i seriously hate my indecisiveness.
it sucks.
trival matters can waver my decisions.
i'm surprised how weak i can be at this as others would be.
whatever.
i'll still stand firm with my decisions in the end.

2009-10-20T19:15:00.004+08:00

jap CDS was....... unexpected!!
esp the voice of the jap teacher.. very...... japanese..
spent lots of $$ buying notes!!
don't know why tp suddenly became super stingy cause they refuse to print notes for us and have to make us go print directly from the tp website instead..
lastly.. thanx to the power of fb!! i saw things that upset me and hence given up and moved on!!
THANK YOU FB:D

2009-10-19T19:08:00.003+08:00

I HATE CSAS2!!!!!!!!!
firstly, first day of school already have homework..
second, CSAS2 for this whole sem will be on presentation skills!!
this is gonna be super sian.. cause i cannot talk infront of a lot of people one..
went to cut hair with may yi and huina after school..
now we all got short fringes except huina.. haha

2009-10-17T21:46:00.004+08:00

the last time i'm gonna plan for any outings.
gotta control.. don't wanna snap so easily.
having bad mood doesn't mean i can take it out on others.

2009-10-15T22:12:00.004+08:00

FLAMES, PLS GO TO THE FLAMES BLOG

AFTER SEEING THIS POST.

DO IT LIKE IMMEDIATELY. SERIOUSLY.

THANX:D

2009-10-12T22:30:00.004+08:00

watched surrogates today!!
BORING MOVIE
suppose to watch it at 5 plus, in the end watched at 7 plus.
thanx to both(serene and i) of our AWESOME delaying skills:)
made kim couldn't watch with us cause it was too late.. and yewhao had to rot at causeway point alone for more than 1 hour..
a thousand apologies to the both of you!! SORRY!! X1000
so anyway it was a not-so-nice/entertaining/exciting movie as the three of us thought it would be..
so kim, luckily you didn't watch it.. don't waste your money:D

2009-10-11T11:47:00.002+08:00

*YAWNS*
having trouble to sleep these few days!!

---

texting is seriously a bad way of communication!!
what exactly is the purpose of the sms function in phones??!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-09T09:33:00.001+08:00

if studying is tiring enough, working is worse!!

2009-10-07T21:04:00.006+08:00

haish.. mummy's right.
i came home as an empty shell.
my heart and whatever shit are all left behind at serene's house.
but the prob is.. it FEELS empty to even BE here as an empty shell. how awesome is that?
my job here is to take care of my sis and rot till i die.
o weeellll.. shall enjoy the rest of my holidays!! :D

------
enough with the emo part!! tonned with yewhao and gary at serene house last fri!!
played poker, watched tv, crapped and mostly rot.
played truth or dare also. the saying: 'what goes around, comes around'
very very true.. uh huh.. so don't be evil unnecessarily cause you might just get your retribution in the next round esp when playing games like these:)
serene and gary are PIGSSSSS!! they sleep like whenever they can!!
wake up, stare at us a while then drop the head on the pillow again!!
in the end left yewhao and me down there rot..
then watched some horror show on tv with yewhao poking me and taking the pillow away from my face saying is not scary at all -.-
is a bit scary lo.. he scammer.. hahahahaha
next day yh finally slept!! my turn to take your unglam pics!! muahahahaha!!
too bad they have to start school on mon!!

2009-10-01T10:12:00.006+08:00

happy children's day!!

2009-09-30T21:04:00.010+08:00

tired plus guilty today!!
evil us as usual!!
spent 1 or 2 hours++ gossiping?
surprised the guys joined in with the "evil girls' talk" :)

2009-09-23T13:35:00.007+08:00

yesterday was GRANDMAS' DAY!!
nah.. is not an official day or anything..
cause yesterday serene and me went to her grandma house at 7-8plus at around kallang there.. left the house at 10 and chiong-ed to my grandma house at marine parade..
left at 11.40.. then went back to serene house.. cooked spaghetti and bacon with the help of pro chef CORRINE!!

2009-09-18T22:29:00.004+08:00

watched ' The Ugly Truth ' with may yi at cineleisure today!! nice movie!!
totally showed the diff between guys and girls? i guess.. haha.. pics will be uploaded once i get my phone back..

2009-09-17T11:45:00.013+08:00

webcam pics at wanting's house last week!! finally can upload pics!!

2009-09-14T13:57:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KIMBERLEY!!

spent the night at wan ting's house to do the card for kim.. went to tm mac early to finish writing the card.. eileen, yewhao and gary came shortly after to write on the card.. huixian was late so she went to meet kim first while eileen left early to chiong down to meet kim.. the rest of us met with them later.. shopped at tm, played arcade and ate pastamania!!
went SAFRA to play bowling and pool.. me and wanting teamed against yewhao and gary when playing pool.. we won!! woo!! but wanting's toe got injured cause someone made the ball fly out of the table.. pro.. hahaha.. then cabbed down to kim's house cause there's a surprise waiting for her.. reached outside the house and had the door kena slammed right in our faces.. nice one.. cause her poly friends were not prepared.
took her downstairs to delay more time and went up again.. this time she opened the door, her poly friends were holding the cake and we sang happy birthday song for the....... don't know how many time.. cause we sang happy birthday song to her practically everywhere we go.. even on the bus.. the thin-skin ppl were damn embarrassed.. then we went into the house.. kim's brother burst a balloon.. wanting to scare her.. instead, i'm the one who got shocked.. so i somehow scolded the brother.. which i thought that he was kim's friend at first.. SORRY!! i didn't know that guy was your brother!! ok.. so ate the cake.. played uno and poker then watched tv then cabbed home.. hope you enjoyed your day kim!! :D

our birthday girl:)

2009-09-09T12:00:00.006+08:00

this is seriously quite accurate(most of it).. credit goes to jason's blog:)

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2009-09-01T22:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CORRINE TAY JIA LING!!

2009-09-01T11:38:00.003+08:00

NOT HAPPY, SERIOUSLY NOT HAPPY
not happy with my mood swings
not happy with the feeling of regretting after something that has happened so damn long ago
not happy with indecisive brain plus heart
not happy with feeling so weak now cause i have the same weakness as every other girls; the heart
not happy with that irritating emotion called jealousy
not happy with that memory storage in my brain which is 10^-9
SORRY SHEREEN!!

got to learn to be stronger than this..

2009-08-24T20:07:00.003+08:00

EM was ok.. the ans are all damn nice.. mostly whole numbers..
gave the teacher 21 marks for free.. the result of lazy to study for certain topics.. yayness..
nvm.. don't care
OC tml.. didn't study..
wonder how many supp papers i have to take during the holidays..

o ya.. and that time i got slightly drunk ben and shereen told me is cause i really drank too much.. not because i weak:DDDDDDD

2009-08-22T08:54:00.004+08:00

woo!! had PIPC1 paper yesterday.. i'm like soooo gonna flunk that paper.. supp paper here i come!!
went studying with them at the library after the paper and left at 2 to meet shereen..
the bridge beside the library connected to design school is useless man!!
the top of the bridge is so damn high up that it doesn't shelter any rain at all..
by the time i got to shereen i'm like half wet..
and i seriously meant HALF.. only my left side was wet-.-
then went to ben's house and took zoey to my house and back to ben's house-.-
ben came home and brought VODKA!! no idea how to spell it cause i only drink it..
drank some and got slightly drunk.. damn
first i felt floaty-ish..
then my head felt damn heavy
in the end my head started throbbing like mad!!
despite all these.. i went ASTONS at KATONG to have dinner with shereen and ben..
slept there cause i couldn't stand the throbbing..
after they finished their food, i faster went home cause i seriously need a sleep..
got home, got nagged by my father cause he thought i'm super drunk.. and i'm not suppose to drink alcholic drinks outside anyway..
but i'm not that drunk what.. the fact that i can make it home all by myself without even falling once shows that i'm still ok..
went to bed after that..
but i seriously felt damn irritated cause i got slightly drunk..
it's not the first time i drank..
then i got so easily drunk.. and none of the times felt as awful as last night..
felt so weak and useless:((((((((((

2009-08-20T10:07:00.004+08:00

happy belated birthday eileen!!
surprised her at her house at god knows what time is it..
yep.. she kept saying that she's dumb for not guessing there was something fishy going on cause her bro and her mum were in this with us.
haloooo!! it's a surprise!! it's suppose to make you reveal that classic look that only happens once a year!!
so we ate the cake.. ate some stuff her mum cooked for us..
huixian was eyeing on eileen's bro cause he's cute.. poor guy i should say.. HAHA!!
then serene, eileen, huixian and wanting played mahjong.
i'm the one that's sitting there eating away the whole time cause i have no talent in learning gambling:(
then yewhao reached eileen's house and played a few rounds of mahjong after wanting left..
o ya.. did i mention eileen's little bro played mahjong too? he's like 12 years old.. and he won the 3 other 17 year oldsssss.. smart and cute but noisy man that guy..
then gossiped till 11 plus??
her mum asked us to go home early..
sent huixian to her house then me, yewhao and serene went to serene's house.
met gary on the way.. yewhao's friend..
intended to sleep but didn't sleep in the end..
played UNO till we're dead bored..
gary showed us a website which there were pic of ppl who died horribly.. seriously.. there were pics whereby the face came out or the brain spilled out and stuff.. or ppl who were badly injured..
example is a hand that went inside some kind of shredder or something.. that shredder pro man!! you can see the out of shape hand(the whole palm part plus a bit of the wrist) with a finger dangling cause the shredder didn't shred that particular finger properly..
were serene and i disgusted? nah!! fascinated? yepyep!!
you don't see this kind of thing everyday..... or should i say in asia?? cause ppl in that site are westerners..
ok.. finished the interesting part and we were all bored again!!
gary and serene psycho me to not go school the next day.. evil ppl.. haha
so i didn't go school.. had no idea what i missed..
planned to go ktv at 2pm but overslept!!
and that awesome yewhao actually took pics of me sleeping!! nice one..
then we all slacked for the rest of the day.. without even studying at all.. guilty.......
then we went home at 9 i think..
o ya.. huixian they all suggested serene to rape gary and steal his first kiss or something.. unfortunately she didn't do it:(

2009-08-15T22:07:00.004+08:00

took photos from wanting.. will update asap:)

damn it.. cannot upload photos again

2009-08-15T19:50:00.011+08:00

awesome day yesterday!!
and i really meant AWESOME not the usual sarcarstic awesome i always say!!
ok.. yesterday i had 2 suprises!! SERIOUSLY UNEXPECTED SURPRISES!!

surprise 1
i was walking to my bus stop, on my way going to school to have EM remedial until terence called to say that EM remedial was cancelled and they were meeting at 1 instead.
i was like SIAN i don't want to walk home again.. then ter said he on his way to school so i can go school and meet him at the library first.
ok.. went library, met him.
he was playing with his psp.. then henry called me.
ter said he want to go down buy drink so he left our usual corner.
i was stilll on the phone with henry until suddenly i heard, 'happy birthday to you..'
i turned and got shocked.. as in literally shocked man.. i hung up and just froze there.
i seriously didn't know how to react.
then i realised that they replaced a brithday cake with my favourite DURIAN.
they knew i don't like eating cakes so they bought a box of REAL DURIAN, with candles on the box. then i think is no space or something.. cause may yi and lynn was like holding the candles with their hands..
ok.. then they gave me a present.
first part, i opened and found a electronic firecracker inside.. is was damn shocked cause i've never received such present before i mean is a CHINESE NEW YEAR FIRECRACKER.. come on man..
then i realised there was another thing inside the box!!
there was another small package in the box.
unwrapping that small package was hard work man. is wrapped with.. DUCT TAPE.. and i meant LOTS AND LOTS OF DUCT TAPE.
all these were the hard work by terence:) nice one..
so i realised that real present is a NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS WALLET!!
thanx guys!! really loved the present.. er.. also the firecracker..
and then they made me wear the firecracker thing around my neck and walk around the whole school-.-
and they we ate the durian 'cake' like in the middle of no where and ppl just stare at us cause we're eating durian-.-
the thing about tp is that you meet lots of ppl that are weird and have fun in many weird ways.
and they made me do funny poses with the firecracker and the durian.. super unglam-.-

there's a switch!!

2009-08-13T17:53:00.003+08:00

having FLU today!!
awesome time to catch a flu..
is like one week before my exams.. yayness
had a really long day today.. woo!!
anyway.. thanx shawn korkor for wishing me early on a VERY NORMAL FRIDAY TML.
haha.. but seriously.. thanx korkor!! first one to wish me!!
going out with chopchop tml btw..
gotta get well by tml!!

2009-08-12T22:19:00.002+08:00

sadzzzzzzzzzz again..................
went bedok reservoir to slack with chopchop after school..
then went her house..
didn't really feel better somemore made her emo also:(
gossiped a while and we both cheered up slightly..
but is not those kind of evil gossips:D
went home after that......... sian day.............

2009-08-11T20:46:00.002+08:00

survived MEB project presentation today!! well.. hopfully..

didn't mean to be rude though.. sorry mr khoo!!

CSAS presentation.. another awesome one..

mr lim say i didn't contribute enough ideas? ok lo.. anything.. what can i say..

went to watch G.I JOE with lynn, ter and huina:)

it's a nice movie.. you ppl should go watch it..

finally, ugly pic of the day:)

2009-08-10T22:41:00.001+08:00

ugly pic of the day.. when i say ugly i meant myself only.. don't misunderstand ppl..

wowes.. hx!! remember tis pic not??!!

2009-08-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

almost forgot.. ugly pic of the day.

2009-08-08T20:27:00.005+08:00

anyway.. went out with some choir friends last night.
hui na left first.
aaron and lin yu reached at 11 plus and matthew, hazel and serene left shortly after.
so it's left with aaron, jordon, don, lin yu and me.
3 tenors plus 2 sopranos:D
lin yu went home at 4 plus?
yep..
i got to thank the 3 guys who accompanied me all the way till 8 plus.. THANK YOU!!
we crapped for the whole night(mostly aaron:D).. ok.. i missed out some of the parts cause i fell asleep.
went hui na house to do MEB project.
seriously K.Oed
slept throughout.
went IKEA to have lunch after that and went home.

2009-08-08T19:58:00.009+08:00

photos for 'the next chapter' performance:)

2009-08-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

choir performance went well today
happy plus tired day:)
shall update photos when they send me.
recently my temper damn bad laaaaaa!!
anyhow also can get pissed off!!
is it because i'm tired or stress? or is it of some dumb shit reason.. hopefully not.
kept misusing vulgarities!!
cannot always use!!
damn it man.
anyway i found more old ugly pics.. so can upload more:)

next, revealing of angelsssss!!
haha.. i'm obviously huina's angel:)
to huina: so now you know who i love most in choir? haha
and my angel is zyndieeee!!
guessed it!! haha.. she's a nice angel.. bought me lollipop plus honey stars!!
with 2 letters!!
thanx zyndie!!

2009-08-06T06:38:00.002+08:00

ugly pic of the day!!

2009-08-05T21:55:00.003+08:00

had OC test today..
i'm confident of getting 2/25 marks!!
haha..
ok.. went bedok inter with huina then went to meet huixian and jason after huina left with her friend.
missed tom yam ramen at home cause i had dinner outside:(
damn it..
nvm.. just counselled huixian just now about relationship stuff.
succeed already then the bastard came to spoil everything.
stop saying like you have no choice but to give her up.
you don't even treat her as your girlfriend in the first place.
listen up man. i don't care if you're smart or other people who thinks that you're good looking.
compared to huixian, YOU'RE NOTHING.
huixian has a good heart. YOU'RE the one who's not good enough for her.
so don't come and give us those bullshit to make yourself feel better.
if you're reading this, you will say that i'm not a good person myself and have no position to say this about you.
but at least i KNOW i'm a bastard and i don't just go around trying to gain pity from people just to make myself feel better.
so.. pls just get lost and get the freakin hell out of her life.
if you meant what you said by asking her to move on, then pls stop sending all these crap msgs to make her life more miserable.
thank you. we'll seriously appreciate that A LOT.

2009-08-05T07:11:00.001+08:00

found some random old pics to show that looks doesn't matter?
i'm damn freakin ugly in sec2

2009-08-04T22:35:00.006+08:00

photos for full-dress rehearsal yesterday!!

me:)

huina:D

choir was great today.. had fun doing the dance of the 'nobody' song..
seriously does looks really matter? can someone answer me? i don't know.. i'm more attracted to people with intelligence more than looks.. i think.. i'm a leo:D
and.. i don't hate anyone from tp.. and i won't go till the extent of anti-ing someone just because of a small matter that i can get over easily.. thanx anyway guys:)

2009-08-02T09:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XAVIER!!

went out with huina to get the choir shirt at tamp..

went to meet kelvin at mp library..

i suppose i played with kel's phone more than studying or teaching him..

went to eat dinner at pp

shopped for a while and went home.

2009-08-01T22:33:00.008+08:00

went to some event held by bedok north sec with my beloved flames; without shereen:( and with yewhao and zhiying!!

the flames:D

me and chop chop .. tp rocks!!

zhiying

serene

yep.. that's me advertising for coke

went studying with lynn at the airport today!! awesome.. went tcc to study for a while then talked all the way!! so means only studied a bit.. standard one.. haha.. but learnt quite some things.. aldehyde is my daughter, ketone is my son.. internal sci joke between lynn and me.. haha

i have no idea why guys like to ASSUME stuff..

2009-07-30T20:39:00.002+08:00

a relationship that lasted for......... 24 days?
now that's a record man..
shawn 'counselled' me about some christian thingy just now..
i think he's the only one that can counsel me cause he did this to some other girl before-.-
yep
so even though it doesn't really help, but..
effort noted!! :)
yea yea i said i dislike christians blah blah.. but he didn't really get offended.
my truly one and only friend/korkor whom i've known for 10 years:DD
thanx anyway
and for those who tried to cheer me up.. thanx and effort noted too!!
esp dorothy/huixian/chopchop/darling-.-
and not forgetting the flames:)

2009-07-30T06:42:00.006+08:00

went to watch harry potter and the half-blood prince yesterday with chop chop.. the ending of the movie was really.................dumb?
anyways.. had a great time with her:)
long time never go out together with her le.. reached home at 11.. awesome
then she told me we haven been watching movie together for 2 years plus??
my gosh!! i didn't realise!! have to watch more movies with her:DD
ok.. so i woke up this morning with a really bad cough and sore throat and i felt a bit feverish..
i panicked cause i'm having a whole day of lec and i cannot miss any of it cause exams are coming..
i took out my 10years old thermometer and my took my temp..
my temp was 36.96 degrees C
yayness..
so ppl don't have to avoid me and i get to go school:))

ok.. i'm back home early with a fever.. 38 degrees c.. wth

'AWESOME' day i had today seriously.

as wesley said, ' so much for trying out new things. '

yep.. uh huh.. so true.. moral of the story, DON'T TRY NEW STUFF

STICK TO THE OLD ONES.

yayness..

how am i suppose to find another perfect guy for me? :((((((((((((((((((((((

2009-07-28T22:59:00.006+08:00

woo!!
had MEB lab lesson in OC lab!!

our small and cute huina!!

MUACKS!!

2009-07-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

tiredddddddzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
went for choir despite being tired and was in an awesome weather to sleep.
got a huge shock when shawn called me to tell me that he quitting JC??!!
sadzzzzzzzzzz man!!
he is sooooooo JC material and he don't want to study there..
WASTED
not that i'm not happy when he say that he wants to come tp to study but just feel so damn wasted for him:((((((((((
anyways
after that i encouraged him to choose IT courses instead of engineering courses cause then we will have more chance of seeing each other:)
hopefully he can reconsider quitting JC seriously..................

2009-07-26T22:18:00.003+08:00

went studying with kelvin today(ok.. he's the one learning.. i didn't study at all:D)
suppose to meet at mac but the place was full
so went library instead
could tell he wasn't concentrating much?
hopefully he learnt something today:)
went pp to walk walk after that.
then went to east coast to eat dinner.
ate burger king..
then went arcade.
after that went home.

to kel: it's ok.. 10 plus isn't very late.. no need to apologise:D

2009-07-25T23:48:00.001+08:00

went studying with huina at expo today:)